When the Character of a Man is not Clear to You, Look at His Friends.

Some People....

fake-v.-1. to give intentionally a false impression of 2.to mislead or outmaneuver 3. to practice deception

if you're going to be two faced,
  at least make one of them pretty!

So last Friday I had the invitational at Sparta. We would have kicked Sparta's ass but we followed the advice of an idiot....oh well. Mary and I beat Cedar Springs though which was nice. Monday I had practice.

Tuesday we had practice and then the tennis team had pictures at 1:30 so Amber, Bur, and I went to McDonald's for lunch and then most of us showered, dried, and straightened our hair in the locker rooms...yeah we're girls.

After that I went home and then came back into town cause I was bored. I downloaded some sweet music at my Dad's shop cause his computer is wicked fast.

Thursday I saw John Tucker Must Die with Sarah. It is such a good movie and I'm in love with it.

Um...Friday I had another invitational which went VERY badly....I don't even know what happened..oh well. Then Joshua and I hung out and then we went to Angie's bonfire. It was pretty sweet talking with Bryce and Briana....we left early though cause I wasn't feeling good. Saturday I did a whole lot of nothing and then hung out with Joshua...so yeah that's about it.

Monday is a home match at 4:00 against Rogers....we're so gonna kick some major ass....

Wednesday is Senior pictures!!! And Thursday I'm going to hopefully see Material Girls and go >>shopping<< for school clothes....finally.

So I hope you all have a good week!! School next week-yikes!

Me

"What the hell does it even matter what they think?
They're still going to talk about you, no matter what
They'll find something to talk about."

Never bend your head.
Always hold it high.
Don't be afraid to look the world
straight in the eye

since the first time he ran his fingers through my hair;
since the first time his hugs eased my pain;
& since the first time his kisses took my breath away;
i knew there was no one else for me

Everyone wants to be happy,
Nobody wants to be in pain,
But you can't make a rainbow,
Without any rain.*

there will come a point in your life when
you'll finally realize who really matters,
who never did, & who always will <33

im not perfect   . .
ill annoy you, ill piss you off, say stupid things
then take them back. but put all that aside, and
realize that you'll never find a girl
who cares mores about you than me.

smile babe, it's amazing.

----» you will never know how
many times i've laid in my bed
all night just thinking how much'
you mean to me & how much *'
<3 . . . . i . love . you . . . . <3

pooh: this is the best part of the day.
christopher robin: what part is that?
pooh: when "you" and "me" become "we."

AHHHH Joshua and I's 6 MONTH aniversary.....I'm >>in<< *love*

"It doesn't even matter because in the end I love you, and you love me...."

Well Joshua and I have been together for 6 months now & I love him more everyday!

Mkay...since camp I've chilled with Joshua. Ummm...last weekend I went to Flint with Joshua, Sarah (his sister), and Matt (Sarah's boyfriend). I met Joshua's grandparents and I got to talk to Sarah more, which was very nice. It was a great visit and I love his family. So on Saturday we went to a wedding where I met more family. It was nice.

Hmm...so yesturday I hung out with Geena-which was super great. And today Tennis started and I have an invitational on Friday already at Sparta...I spent the rest of the day at Joshua's after pratice was rained out.

Well that's all for now...love you all!

Ciao,
me

if i just lay here, would you lie with me, & just forget the world....

Once you've got what you want, that's when you've got something to lose, and what's scarier than that?

Alrighty....Camp....

Last Sunday I left for camp and after a long ride and a meal at Big Boy I made it. At dinner I met up with Emily and afterwards chatted with Nick, Nick, and Tyler. It was good seeing them.

The highlights of the week were the storm of the century which ended up electrically shocking Nick through a wire to a T.V. we were watching to see how to act on the raft trip. And when lightning hit the cabin next to mine....not even kidding.

The rafting trip was fun. I was on the boat that couldn't row for it's life. But it was fun with Allison and Keller. They are two very funny people.

The talent show was pretty good, we serenaded the guys on Thursday, and it went from storming to hot, from hot to storming, and back to being hot.

When I got home I took the longest shower ever! Then I caught up on my  T.V. (The Hillz and Cheyenne). Then at like 9 I went to Briana's birthday party and then to Joshua's.

Sunday I slept in. Then I went to Alpine with Joshua to pick up a book for my mom. Then we chillaxed for a while. After that I came home and then my Aunt and Cousin came up from Ohio.

Today the four of us went to the beach. I'm so sunburned...and hungry for dinner....I hope you all have a good week and enjoy summer cause school is sneaking up!

Love you all!

<3 me

"hold onto me
and never let me go."

>>>I could be you're girly princess
& you could be my punk rock king.<<

life is about chasing after the things you truly 
           think are worth it, even if they don't happen. .
          i'd rather have nothing than know i settled  - -
              for something i didn't want.

This sucks more than anything that has ever sucked before. 

I want to be a better person for you. I want to eat organic fruits and vegatables and get better gradees and write another book and listen to music and exercise and stop biting my nails.

he takes my hand & leads me along paths
that i never would have dared to travel

who wants to be ordinary, in a crazy mixed up world .. ?
i dont care what they're saying, as long as im your girl 

and shes got bite marks 
         on  her tongue         
     from all of the things  ' 
      she's never said     '

Currently Listening Stars Are Blind By Paris Hilton What Can I Say??? I'm as shocked as you are...... see related

Even though the stars are blind, you show me your love baby, I'll show you mine....

Mkay...let's see...

Since last Monday I finally cleaned my room and bathroom so that's a step in the right direction...it's only taken me all summer and countless threats from my parents...

Ummmm I'm pretty sure I hung out with Joshua everyday except like Thursday and any other day I didn't hang out with him.

KG Rockfest was pretty damn sweet except it was so goddamn hot outside....oh well I'm just ecstatic that I finally got to see Joshua play!!! YAY!

After KG Rockfest, Joshua had a bonfire...that was fun.

Camp is in less than a week and I'm really excited although I'm going to miss Joshua.

**BATTLE OF THE BANDS SATURDAY AT BERLIN**

You all had better be there!

Well love you all! Ciao,
Me

    

and everything that she ever wanted,
she found in him. <3

when he holds her tight
she knows that everything
is going to be alright

     
hold on to the ones you love
the best ones don't come twice

and when you love someone
everything about them seems
to be simply adorable